“We don't rise to the level of our expectations, we fall to the level of our training.” --Archilochos
Last month I began performing onstage with my musical improv group Thank You, Places: An Improvised Musical at the Philly Improv Theater. Every other Friday we make up a one-hour musical, on the spot!
If you're thinking: That sounds hard, Fel is so BRAVE! -- well, I have news for you:
It freaking ter-ri-fies me.
Seriously. I think I was more nervous on February 17, 2017, our opening night, than I was when I first went on for Elphaba in Wicked (and that's not a joke).
The face of a woman doing everything she can not to freak out
Why was performing made-up songs so psychologically stressful for me? You already know the answer, I'm sure:
No preparation means you have nothing to hold onto, no rules to follow, and no way to anticipate the challenging parts of a song.
In contrast, if you want me to do "regular" musical stuff, I...